New job, new me!

I started a new job this morning, and I am using it as a fresh start!  Now that I’m not sitting at home all day, I should have an easier time not snacking through the day.  And I’m getting ready for a bike tour in June, so I’ll have to be fit for that! 

Tomorrow, I will stop at the grocery store and pick up some breakfast/protein bars for work, and some frozen meals for lunch.  I am going to kick this once and for all!

asker

moomoooooo asked: i love your blog!

Thank you!  I have been away from it for a while, but hearing from you has given me a push to get back on!

medbxcamille:

i’m getting pretty close to this. ^_^

medbxcamille:

i’m getting pretty close to this. ^_^

Back from hiatus

So I had a bit of a pre- and post-wedding hiatus.  Now it is back to the grindstone!  My focuses are now:

  • drinking lots of water
  • exercise every day (at least a little something)
  • eat healthy foods only when hungry

Wish me luck!

I fucking hate myself.

I will never be thin.  I binge every day.  I haven’t worked out in weeks.  If I can’t be thin, I might as well be dead.  I wish we had some decent drugs in the house so I could forget all about this shit.  I can’t even try to fast, because I’m around people all the time… I am a total fat failure.