New job, new me!
I started a new job this morning, and I am using it as a fresh start! Now that I’m not sitting at home all day, I should have an easier time not snacking through the day. And I’m getting ready for a bike tour in June, so I’ll have to be fit for that!
Tomorrow, I will stop at the grocery store and pick up some breakfast/protein bars for work, and some frozen meals for lunch. I am going to kick this once and for all!
moomoooooo asked: i love your blog!
Thank you! I have been away from it for a while, but hearing from you has given me a push to get back on!

i’m getting pretty close to this. ^_^
Back from hiatus
So I had a bit of a pre- and post-wedding hiatus. Now it is back to the grindstone! My focuses are now:
- drinking lots of water
- exercise every day (at least a little something)
- eat healthy foods only when hungry
Wish me luck!
I fucking hate myself.
I will never be thin. I binge every day. I haven’t worked out in weeks. If I can’t be thin, I might as well be dead. I wish we had some decent drugs in the house so I could forget all about this shit. I can’t even try to fast, because I’m around people all the time… I am a total fat failure.




